hopelessly hopeful
LILITH MARIE EVANS
Lily Evans
head girl

❝she was a beautiful dreamer. the kind of girl who kept her head in the clouds, loved above the
S T A R S and left regret beneath the EARTH she walked on.❞

narcissuhb:

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                    eyes flooded with embarrassment as she realized
which red head was on the other end of her aggression.
         “while you’re here, do you mind if i fill your ear for a moment?
         ——————-i’d like to apologize.”


lily cleared her throat, crossing her arms
as she shifted in place with an uncomfortable
look crossing her features. she shrugged softly
chewing on her lower lip. 


❝what in the world would you need to apologize for.❞

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narcissuhb:

                           “excuse you,” she said angrily,
         still not raising her voice. 
                 “your tardiness does not justify
                           you ramming into me like a madman.”

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      ❝sorry, i’m just a little out of it,
        i’ve got a lot on my mi-… oh.
   sorry narcissa. won’t happen again.❞

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narcissuhb:

     "your profession of love might be slightly more believable,” she
                           broke her sentence, a light hand falling in behind lily’s head,
             pulling her in for a slow kiss. narcissa’s lips parted against
                      the red head’s, taking the dare to its full expectation.

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                                                   as she pulled away, the blonde continued, “if i was the
                                                       only person you’d been physical with this evening.”

lily stepped away from the blonde
      just as the kiss was over,
            her eyes blazing. 


❝go fuck yourself, BLACK.❞

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narcissuhb:

                                   “that’s where we differ. you look to him and see a
        possession stolen from you. he’s not mine– just as
                            he isn’t yours. he’s his own person who shouldn’t still
              be persecuted for a decision we made over a YEAR ago.”

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she paused, fearful of what else her mouth might spew. 

                             “his company’s rather pleasurable once you see
                                                 him for who he is rather than what you expect of him.”

                  ❝you do NOT get to speak to me like you know me.
                 you do not get to speak about my thoughts as if you know
                 what i see or do not see in him. he is not mine, he is not a 
                 possession nor is he a trophy and don’t you dare assume 
                 just because i was H U R T by what i saw that i have 
                 thought less of him in any way. you do not know me.❞

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her hands were shaking and the tears that threatened to
                                         spill over were now seconds away from tainting her pale skin.

                 ❝James Potter is the kindest, most loyal, giving, compassionate
                   stubborn, infuriating, flawed, wonderful, insightful human being
                      i have ever met. he is a PERSON, he exceeded any sort of
                     expectation i ever could have had and not that i need to tell
                          Y O U any of this but i fell in love with who he really is,
                                not the glorified image others have of him.❞


❝now shut the fuck up and get this damn thing over with so i can leave.❞


narcissuhb:

“there’s always been a you and james. it’s impossible to forget.”

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                           ❝i’m sure you’ll be elated to know that is not true.❞

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❝he doesn’t want me after tasting you.❞


narcissuhb:

                                             “did you and james survive after just one kiss?” she hated
          herself for the words spewing forth, her tongue unable to
                                  stop. “i see the way you look at me, the way you have every
                    bloody day
since that night we were dared to kiss.” 

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                                   her jaw clenched as soon as the girl spoke, 
                                    tears threatening to spill down her cheeks
                                    once the girl mentioned the kiss she had 
                                      shared with her james. she refused to
                             let the girl see how much it had impacted her but
                                   it was hard to control her expression when
                                   there was so much alcohol in her system. 
                                  
                                           ❝there is no me and james.❞

                                      (…)


❝please, let’s just get this over with.❞

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narcissuhb:

                       narcissa held a bottle of champagne in her grasp, taking a long gulp
     as it slowed to a halt before her. her stomach curdled, the remnants
                               of the potion provided minutes prior still burning her insides. she
           feared what was to come, especially as she looked up to meet the
                              gaze of the woman behind the spin. narcissa stumbled across the
       circle, her voice in a whisper as she pleaded with lily for this not to happen.  

                              “i can’t do this— be here with you.” narcissa typically would have
       stormed off by now, her pride and her champagne tucked away. it
                     wasn’t that easy this time. her tongue threatened to continue.

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❝what do you mean?❞
                             her brows were furrowed, the familiar uneasiness 
                              bubbling in the pit of her stomach as the blonde
                              walked up to her. she didn’t want to say anything
                              or do anything at all really, but she had no choice,
                                                 they both knew that much. 
❝it’s just one kiss. we can both survive that.❞

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