hopelessly hopeful
LILITH MARIE EVANS
Lily Evans
head girl

❝she was a beautiful dreamer. the kind of girl who kept her head in the clouds, loved above the
S T A R S and left regret beneath the EARTH she walked on.❞

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with his look of surprise remaining in tact,
           he let the strap of his bag slip from his shoulders and drop onto the floor. 
                               “ forget the meeting.
  ‘cause i’m suddenly feeling very ridiculous about my
                                                          whole song an’ dance thing. ”

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                             “ honey … this is amazing. ”
                  his smile widened as he returned her kiss,
the feeling of comfort nothing short of amazing as he hesitated to separate.
                             “ people are always talking shit about valentine’s day
   and i’m over here just … loving every damn second of it. ”

❝ well hey now, that wasn’ my intention at all! ❞ lily’s soft melodious laugh carried across the dimly lit room, further emphasizing how private the whole ordeal was. she’d gone out of her way to really set a romantic mood.  ❝ iLOVED my gift, class and a show, who wouldn’t be delighted? ❞ her fingers sank into his hair, caressing the lower nape of his neck as she inched closer, littering soft kisses along his cheeks.  ❝ i’m really glad you like it, i didn’t want to be too overbearing. i’ve just figured out iREALLY like being romantic with you. it’s almost like we’re actually in a relationship imagine that? ❞ the girl teased happily, slowly pulling away. 

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he walked deliberately,
       trying not to take too long following his meeting with mcgonagall.
                              it was a tad embarrassing how little he listened to the woman
  speak as his mind kept wandering back to the note
                and what exactly waited for him in the common room.
                                                                      suffice it to say,
                                       mcgonagall was more than a little surprised when james
 jumped up and rushed out the door once their conversation was finished. 

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walking through the entrance,
        his speed slowed down as he noticed the level of darkness that surrounded him.
                                        he searched around,
           his eyes noting countless balls of fire until they finally stopped
                                 at the beautifully set up tent and the meal that accompanied it.  

with a wide smile crossing his features,
                 he couldn’t help but let an impressed chuckle fall free. “ lily ?

❝oh, hey!❞ lily turned to face james, a bright smile overtaking her features as she set down her wand and extended her arms upwards. ❝surprise!❞ a soft laugh tumbled past her lips as she crawled closer to him, careful as to not knock over any of the carefully placed gifts she’d arranged for him. ❝i actually wasn’t expecting you so soon but i’m happily surprised. how did the meeting go?❞ she mused softly before leaning forward and pressing a soft lingering kiss against his lips. 

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lily was very good with words. she often took solace in her journal, the relief of her thoughts flowing through the ink and onto a piece of parchment was addictive to her. she enjoyed writing and as of late, her scribbles were veering much more towards a romantic inclination. she was in love, and it was obvious. when it came to romance, she was very ripe. she didn’t know how to execute it correctly, when a gesture crossed over the line of “too much”. but she was trying. and she loved to try with james.
so when valentines day rolled around, she new she had to go above and beyond, trying to treat her boyfriend to an evening of privacy and adoration. the common area that the head students shared was pitch black, sheets covering a good majority of the furniture which dimmed the very few remaining lights that were sprinkled beneath the ‘tent’. once under the sheets, it was a whole different space. blankets and pillows lined the floor, floating balls of fire lined the borders of the fort creating a romantic ambiance without the hazard of a fire. in the middle of the set up was an enviable spread of sweets and a savory meal that lily evans sat carefully arranging, careful so as not to spill anything down the front of her ornate blush colored lingerie. now all that was missing was JAMES POTTER.

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CARNATIONS DELIVERY ( + 1 SHOW ):

FOR: Lily Evans

FROM: James Potter

NOTE: Best be prepared, my dear. I’m trying my hand at romance and, in case you’ve forgotten, I can be extremely competitive. So for the brilliant and beautiful, Lily Evans … I give these carnations. 

I know you were disappointed that I didn’t audition for the musical. Guess there’s something about watching me embarrass myself that gets you going. And while Summer Lovin’ in the common room is fun, it’s not what I would call romantic. So if you look up and see our dear old Professor Slughorn smiling at you, it might be because he’s already agreed to what I’m about to do. 

Anyway, I hope you like Barry White because I Can’t Get Enough of Your Love, Babe

P.S. We owe Caradoc and Maxine big time. 


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“ … a lot sudden. ” he corrected, arching his brow in her direction as he studied her features. “ because we were both kidding. ” the words came out slow as he moved his head both up and down, a careful nod emphasizing his point as he looked forward again. “ besides, i spent all my money over the holiday. unless you want some cheap ass ring, you’ll have to wait for a few snatched wallets before we get all crazy. ” the boy offered her a bright smile, squeezing her hand in the process. “ still kidding. ”

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❝yes KIDDING, i’m aware.❞ she rolled her eyes playfully, clearly unfazed by his clarification. they were barely even done with mid term exams she wasn’t actually considering marriage…. yet anyway.   ❝spend your wallet snatching money as you please love, don’t worry that pretty little head of yours over some ring.❞ lily laughed softly, leaning over to press a chaste kiss onto his cheek. ❝thanks for cheering me up. i might even be up for a drink now.❞

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“ rest assured, your head will never be as big as mine. ” he gave her a reassuring, albeit humorous smile. the shift in her mood calmed him down, allowing him the peace of knowing that he had at least helped. “ yes, yes. you and your scenes. ya sure you don’t wanna be an actress ? ” he felt hypocritical in his amusement. if there was anyone who enjoyed an audience, it was a younger james potter. “ how presumptuous of you. what kind of idiot would i be to expect you, of all people, to say yes ? have i learned absolutely nothing ? ” he let out a laugh, stepping back and reaching out his hand, waiting for her to take it. “ i’m planning on taking the stockholm route. you’ll say yes after the thirty-second time. ”

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❝i feel it’s necessary to point out i do love your abnormally large head. it’s been a long time coming but it feels right to admit.❞ she grinned softly, taking her time running her fingers along the length of his arm as she reached his fingers, lacing their hands together with a final sigh of relief. ❝maybe i’ll abandon this whole auror nonsense, the theatre is my true calling. but on that note, i’ll give you a good sneak peek. i’ll say maybe until it’s the right time to say yes. so you have learned a lot mostly because now you know with us there’s always a shot. alsoi’m not expecting a question though, seems a bit sudden. ❞

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“ hate to say it, but family always has that power. look at sirius. “ he was well aware of how lucky he was with his family. james was given a gift and while he didn’t appreciate it when he was younger, he had certainly grown up enough to realize that he needed to thank his lucky stars every damn chance he got. “ but if you ever forget that you’re a good person, i’ll be here to remind you. ” his smile grew, a bright spark visible as he leaned forward and gently pressed his lips to hers. “ my fiancee is gonna be jeaaallloouuusss, ” he joked, a carefree laugh falling free as he took a step back. “ don’t go getting any ideas, yeah ? it won’t be any fun if you’re not surprised. ”

❝that is a comforting idea but don’t tell me too often, i’m at risk of getting big headed.❞ she teased lightly as she pulled away from their gentle kiss. it never got old, the overwhelming peace that coursed through her slim frame when he caressed her soothingly.  ❝well now why’d you have to go ahead and invite me, you know how much i LOVE causing a scene, if your fiancé has a jealous fit i’ll be giddy.❞ the girl continued his jokes lightheartedly, the characteristic sparkle in her eyes returning almost like it had never left, thanks to him.  ❝hey, don’t you go getting any ideas, it won’t be any fun if you’re expecting me to say yes immediately. ❞  

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                                    “ MAYBE … ” he paused, unsure as to whether or not he should finish his thought. james knew family was incredibly important to lily and that she possessed a greater desire for second chances than he did. she was undeniably nicer than he was. but he promised to be honest. “         maybe forgiveness isn’t always justified. we accept the love we think we deserve … and i think we both know you deserve better than that. ”

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                                                     “ IT’S GOOD TO KNOW I’M DOING SOMETHING RIGHT. and if it makes you feel any better, i’ll be sure to invite you to my wedding. ”

though it was hard to hear the words she knew to be true, it also provided a sense of cathartic release. it wasn’t enough for lily to know she didn’t need to forgive petunia, hearing it from someone else somehow made it okay to give into the thoughts she’d had for years. ❝you know what, you’re right. i’m so DONE with feeling like shit just because she wants me to. i’m not a bad person so why in the hell does she have the power to make me feel like one.❞ with a soft sigh, the redhead squared her shoulders and mustered up a soft albeit genuine smile. ❝i’d like that, i’ll be sure to go. you won’t miss me, just look for the girl in white.❞

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           HE LAUGHED LIGHTLY,    notably gentle as he let his fingers run along the expanse of her back. james noticed her lack of fire and he found himself so terribly angry with petunia      the one who stole it from her. “ i’m not surprised. in you, i mean. always with the second chances and the seeing the best in people. god, i admire you. ” the boy brushed a red silk strand from her face, softly caressing her cheek as he offered her a small, albeit genuine smile. “ but i don’t envy you either. you have this undying loyalty for people who don’t deserve it. and i see it, i see what it does to you. she doesn’t deserve your tears. ”

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he had a way with words even if he often credited that talent to her. the way he spoke to her, honest yet still endearing, was exactly what she needed. it was often tiring to keep looking for more beyond what people offered, to trust that there was still a shred of good in them. sometimes the results were positive, their relationship was proof of that. but it wasn’t always the case.  ❝i’m so used to forgiving, even when it’s difficult. but i don’t know how to forgive this. how do i forgive something that makes me hate her?❞ lily allowed herself a moment to concentrate on the gentle caress of his fingertips, her breaths slowing significantly. ❝have i ever thanked you? for this. making me feel like no matter how shit everything is, i can still breath. like with you, nothing could ever be TOO bad.❞

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                              “ YA KIDDIN’ ME ? ”    he whispered kindly as he took her into his arms, holding her tight as he rested his chin on the top of her head. “ i’ll sneak off to hogsmeade and get myself a suit right now. you know that. ” with a gentle kiss placed on her forehead, he looked down at her. james potter held a ridiculous hatred for petunia and he couldn’t understand why lily continued to fight for her friendship. she was far too kind for her own good: one of the many reasons he fell for her. “ i’m so sorry. i know you really wanted to go. ”

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❝i might just take you up on that solely because getting to see you look that INSANELY attractive might make me feel a little better. ❞ her eyes lacked their usual playful sparkle as she looked up at him to meet his gaze, her lower lip falling prey to her teeth.  ❝it’s alright. i should have expected as much. i just thought it would blow over eventually i mean she’s my S I S T E R. we pulled eachothers hair and by the next hour we were back to playing with our dolls like nothing happened. she’s acting like i’m evil and justifying that because we didn’t spend the holidays together, even mum thinks she’s being ridiculous but she won’t budge. how can someone do that to their family? and i’m the poor sod that still loves her.❞

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