hopelessly hopeful
LILITH MARIE EVANS
Lily Evans
head girl

❝she was a beautiful dreamer. the kind of girl who kept her head in the clouds, loved above the
S T A R S and left regret beneath the EARTH she walked on.❞

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                   her demand that he leave her alone left him only slightly phased, his concern far outweighing his disappointment. he opened the door and entered the classroom, his steps coming to a halt when he spotted her near the desk. all he wanted was to make sure she was alright; to be a good friend and a head boy she could count on — once he could do this, he would give her what she wanted. he would leave her alone, or so he told himself. he didn’t take into account how his heartbeat quickened or how his breathing became uneven. he ignored the longing and tricked himself into believing that he was simply there because he was worried. he was still mad AT her. 

                   he was also mad FOR HER

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              “ lily, ” he repeated. “ i just wanted to make sure everything was okay … i mean, you ran out of there really fast and i thought maybe … i just wanted to make sure YOU were okay. ”

she could almost laugh, her head shaking as she finally allowed herself to open her eyes and LOOK AT HIM. there he stood, his eyes boring into hers as she shook her head, rage bubbling in the pit of her stomach but not overpowering the sadness and impotence that reigned over her emotions. ❝no, i’m not OKAY alright? i’m not. and you want to know why? because you hurt my feelings, because you should have asked me to this bloody dance in the first place and now you’re looking at me, you’re looking at me. STOP looking at me.❞ the words fell past her lips before she could even gather her thoughts or form a coherent argument but it was far beyond her power to control herself any longer, she couldn’t manage that around him. he changed her, he disarmed her, he was her downfall but she was also her strength and without him she felt lost. 

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