hopelessly hopeful
LILITH MARIE EVANS
Lily Evans
head girl

❝she was a beautiful dreamer. the kind of girl who kept her head in the clouds, loved above the
S T A R S and left regret beneath the EARTH she walked on.❞

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               he stared at her ,  unsure of what to say .  
each word she said emerged genuine ,  
     emotion tossed into every syllable as she stared at him
            the way he’d ALWAYS wanted her to .  
he was confused — possibly overwhelmed and not thinking straight ;  
                                                  regardless … he reacted . 

                                         he was silent for a long time ,  
his eyes merely glued to the red head before him .
      james wasn’t used to this kind of honesty .  
he grew up in a blunt household , everyone saying what they thought ;  
                 however ,  such powerful emotion was often lost on their lips .  
                          he was A F R A I D .  
        “ i’m sorry … i uh — i can’t be that person for you right now .  
i can be your friend ,  but i can’t … ”
                 he shook his head ,  
his words stumbling over each other as he took a stand .  
                                       “ i should go . ”

        he was gone before he even realized he’d left ,
                                   his body turning the corner and his back slamming
against the wall as he was overcome with something FOREIGN .
           him flirting with lily had started off as a joke .  
he could admit that .  
       he annoyed her and he liked it ,  
                  jokingly teasing her and asking her out as a way to piss her off .
 eventually it became something different and
         he grew more and more upset every time she turned him down .
                           it was just a crush though .  RIGHT ?
         it was only ever just a crush . 

                    james went there wanting to comfort her about her father
and possibly put the confusion to rest ,  
         but she sat there and she said things that set him on edge .  
                                   he had NO IDEA how to react . 

          he didn’t stay against the wall much longer .  
  he had fully intended on turning and entering his room ,  
                       however ,  his feet dragged him back toward the windowsill .  
              the boy was confused ,  
uncomfortable ,  and worried ,  but he was also CURIOUS ;  
    curious as to how she tasted .  
                  so ,  without warning ,  he walked back to her
and crushed his lips against hers … still unsure as to what the fuck he was doing . 

❝james WAIT can we just-❞

                                     before she could even begin to explain
                                that she expected nothing from him, from them
                                   from their circumstances, before she could
                             plead for him to just stay with her until they sorted
                                things out, he was gone and she was left sitting
                               there with a sullen expression, her jaw slack and 
                                 the slightest trace of heartbreak muddled into
                                             her confused bright green orbs. 

seconds ticked by as she remained in the same
position he’d left her, trying to piece together what
had just happened and in what moments things
suddenly went south. it wasn’t exactly how she’d
expected things to go but then again, her expectations
were quite small to begin with. with a soft sigh, 
lily got up and began to gather the blankets she’d
wrapped herself in, unaware that james had returned
and was making his way right towards her. without
warning she was pulled against his lips, her hands 
falling to her sides once she realized it was him and
all she could feel was…. ANGER.

                                             suddenly, the redhead bit on his bottom lip
                                          as hard as she could, no doubt drawing blood
                                           from his supple flesh before she pushed away, 
                                                  her eyes blazing and her cheeks pink. 


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                        lily watched him, her chest heaving and her
                     mind racing to catch up with the rush of emotions
                    that flooded her brain as soon as his lips met hers.
                     how could he feel so PERFECT when he was so
                  unbelievably F R U S T R A T I N G. however before
                    she got the chance to even think of an answer, her
                     feet dragged her forward, her hands cupping his
                    face and pulling him closer to her, her lips coaxing
                     him into a deep kiss oozing lust, the need for him
                     building up until she felt she was on the verge of
                 exploding under him. she was completely at his mercy.

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