❝she was a beautiful dreamer.
the kind of girl who
kept her head in the clouds,
loved above the S T A R S
and left regret beneath the EARTH
she walked on.❞
“ no , i do . i … again , i’m sorry — & i wish i had the right words , but i’m just some STUPID KID , lily . i need you to remember that ; i’m TRYING to understand , though . i REALLY am . ”
given his seated position ( sitting with his legs crossed ) , he leaned forward and rested his elbows on the edges of his knees . he tried his best to RELAX the situation in a sense , relieving the tension in hopes of creating a more comfortable environment for the both of them .
“ you’re one of the strongest people i’ve ever met , but that doesn’t mean you have to do this alone . and … ” he stopped speaking , his gaze falling once more as he suddenly found himself scared to broach the subject . “ there will never NOT be a you and i — no matter what the relationship , i will always be there for you . ”
❝i know you can handle a lot. and i really appreciate you wanting to understand or try and make sense of everything, i can imagine it’s a lot to take in all at once.❞
❝i got to say goodbye. to him. it should make things easier, that’s what people say but it really doesn’t. i feel his absence every day. i didn’t tell anyone because i didn’t want to say it aloud. telling you was harder because i’m most genuine when i speak with you believe it or not. i’ve never considered myself a coward but when it came to facing that, i guess i was one.❞
a soft smile settled onto her lips as she watched him, her nerves suddenly fading with his words. he had a knack for making her feel at peace with a simple sentence.
❝i’ll always be here for you too. you’re important to me, no matter what the circumstances are, that wont ever change.❞
(…)
❝i don’t want to beat around the bush anymore. you know, you heard im assuming. you’re still my friend above all else so do you have any questions i guess? anything to make us both less terrified of actually talking about what’s going on. my dad, my feelings… i’m coming clean james potter, so fire away. you’ve got unlimited access to my brain for a few moments i hope you use it wisely.❞
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