hopelessly hopeful
LILITH MARIE EVANS
Lily Evans
head girl

❝she was a beautiful dreamer. the kind of girl who kept her head in the clouds, loved above the
S T A R S and left regret beneath the EARTH she walked on.❞

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 “ no ,  i do .  i … again ,  i’m sorry
           — & i wish i had the right words ,  but i’m just some STUPID KID ,  lily .
   i need you to remember that ;
                  i’m TRYING to understand ,  though .  i REALLY am . ”

       given his seated position ( sitting with his legs crossed ) ,  
he leaned forward and rested his elbows on the edges of his knees .  
                   he tried his best to RELAX
  the situation in a sense ,  
relieving the tension in hopes of creating a more comfortable
                       environment for the both of them . 

                “ you’re one of the strongest people i’ve ever met ,  
          but that doesn’t mean you have to do this alone . and … ”
  he stopped speaking ,
      his gaze falling once more as he suddenly found
himself scared to broach the subject . 
“ there will never NOT be a you and i — no matter what the relationship , 
                          i will always be there for you . ”

❝i know you can handle a lot.
and i really appreciate you wanting
to understand or try and make
sense of everything, i can imagine
it’s a lot to take in all at once.❞

❝i got to say goodbye. to him. it should make
things easier, that’s what people say but it
really doesn’t. i feel his absence every day. i
didn’t tell anyone because i didn’t want to say
it aloud. telling you was harder because i’m 
most genuine when i speak with you believe it
or not. i’ve never considered myself a coward
but when it came to facing that, i guess i was one.❞

                                  a soft smile settled onto her lips as she
                                 watched him, her nerves suddenly fading
                                 with his words. he had a knack for making
                                 her feel at peace with a simple sentence.

❝i’ll always be here for you too. you’re 
important to me, no matter what the
circumstances are, that wont ever change.❞

(…)

              ❝i don’t want to beat around the bush anymore.
     you know, you heard im assuming. you’re still my friend above
              all else so do you have any questions i guess?
             anything to make us both less terrified of actually
           talking about what’s going on. my dad, my feelings…
                i’m coming clean james potter, so fire away.
                  you’ve got unlimited access to my brain
                for a few moments i hope you use it wisely.❞

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