hopelessly hopeful
LILITH MARIE EVANS
Lily Evans
head girl

❝she was a beautiful dreamer. the kind of girl who kept her head in the clouds, loved above the
S T A R S and left regret beneath the EARTH she walked on.❞

giddyupprewett:

“do these shits have no respect for their elders?“

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OH COME ON, when you were their age you did worse. i would know, i watched. this is just karma, you don’t have much leverage over them.❞

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ofmarymacs:

“it’s WARM MILK –” laughter spilling from her lips at her reaction, “see – i told you so–” she sang, gripping her own cup tightly and bringing it closer, “what’s going on in the world of lily?” 

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❝the world of LILY? sounds like a terrible place.❞ lily scoffed playfully as she cleared the dishes and finally turned to face her friend after giving her a soft shrug. ❝i have no complaints. perhaps a long list of worries but hey i’ve been a worry wart since i can remember. what about you MAR, what have you been up to?❞

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ofmarymacs:

her nose scrunching in disgust, “the best i can give you is – i’m still probably going to love you–” 

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PROBABLY? that’s all i get? damn mary, after all these years warm milk is going to be our downfall? good to know!❞ lily laughed, pushing the glass of milk away after taking a few sips and frowning slightly. ❝that did taste terrible.❞

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ofmarymacs:

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“warm milk? that’s not gross at all–”

OI, i’ll have you know this is a great source of calcium and it’s been said to make one sleep easier. come on, i’m one step shy of self medicating, i could use all the help i can get.❞

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jpcttr:

“ you’re killin’ me, lils. ”
             he buried his face in his hand,
a faint smile appearing as an idea began to emerge. 
                                                       “ you wanna give me a gift?
                           … join me in the turks and caicos.
we’re going there over christmas,    traveling to the outer edges of the islands.
             we have a couple old romani connections an’
                                               they know the most amazing forms of magic.
                          things you won’t learn here, i’ll tell ya that. ”

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“ unless you’re sporting one helluva
                               concealment charm between your thighs,
                    i think we’re good to go. ”
despite the laughter and the smiles that seemed so effortless on his part,
                             he still couldn’t ignore the bitter feeling in the pit of his stomach.
     it was nipping at him
                             pissing him the fuck off. 
“ speaking of, how do you feel about polygamy?
              because i was thinking of inviting sirius into the fold.
                              it’s just so weird not sleeping in the same bed as him anymore. 
                  an’ don’t even get me started on the showering alone part. ”

her gentle smile grew wider as he spoke, pictures of
gorgeous sunsets, unspeakable adventures and nights
wrapped up in his arms scattering along her thoughts
until her cheeks were aching from joy. ❝sounds like more
of a present for myself. i’d love to join you, i think it sounds
amazing. that and i’ve only ever been to america before,
i’d love to explore more. where have you gone with your
family in the past? tell me all about your adventures, i’ve
always been really curious. where is your mum from originally.
and your dad. what has been your favorite place that they’ve
taken you to? or what has been the best thing you’ve learned?❞

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❝rest assured, you know better than anyone what lies between
my legs, safe to say we’ve got no problem there.❞ she laughed,
moving to face him. she could still recognize the fire burning
in the pit of his stomach, though he tried to conceal the rage
for what she thought might be her benefit. it was alright but
she was eager to continue to lull him into a sense of ease, to
at least get his mind off of everything for that night and it 
provided a great chance to talk about things that they had
skipped over given the rushed nature of the beginning of their relationship.

(Source: xo-lilithmarie)


jpcttr:

NO. ” he pointed his finger at her,
       a stern expression etched across his features as he eyed her carefully.
his serious demeanor remained steady for a single moment,
                the air shifting as he fought and ultimately failed to hide a smile. 
                                            “ no gifts! i hate doing the christmas thing.
                                    some people are good at it … and then some people are me. ”

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    “ and don’t even get me started on
                             wait a minute … did you, light of my life, just call me mate? ”
                                                    a chuckle fell from his mouth,
                       the boy watching her in amused disbelief as he kept going.
  “ sitting right in front of you in my recently dry-cleaned birthday suit,
                                  just chillin’ like one of the guys. ” 

YOU might not do the christmas thing but I happen to be
pretty great at it. i don’t expect anything at all but come on, 
i want to spoil you for the holidays, giving gifts makes me 
excited. and i’ve got a couple of little things that will make
great stocking stuffers but the main present is giving me some
trouble.❞ lily rambled on, occupying both their minds with 
silly nothings that were sure to only make them smile. a soft
giggle fell past her lips as she covered her face in hopes of 
concealing the bright blush that overcame her cheeks. ❝merlin
forbid, your friends are rubbing off on me. maybe i am one of
the guys. which would mean the stories did come true, you
ended up falling for one of your male friends. i had my money
on sirius though, between you and me.❞

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(Source: xo-lilithmarie)


frnklongbottm:

        frank listened to lily speak with a certain level of fascination — FASCINATED that the girl possessed such a high level of maturity at such a young age. but then, who could be surprised ? this was lily evans we were talking about. taking another drag, frank watched the smoke that blew past his lips, nodding slowly once she was done. ❝ y’know, i reckon we should start calling you LILY THE WISE, ❞ he finally said, tilting his head to offer her a smile. ❝ has a certain ring to it and it could not be more accurate. ❞ taking yet another drag, he let them sit in silence for a moment before continuing. ❝ as much as it sucks to know we’ve lost some part of our childhood, i’m proud to be standing next to you all, willing to fight, as you say. i’m proud and i’m honoured, and i truly admire james and emme for showing us the way. i guess it’s just… comforting, in an odd way, to know that we’re not just gunna sit down and let shit happen anymore. ❞

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lily shook her head, laughing at the ludicrous idea of her being called such a name. if anything she was going mad with all the thoughts that flew through her head all day. they were much too young to be contemplating such matters and yet not an hour went on without something creeping into her consciousness. ❝don’t let anyone else hear that, they might actually start using it and trust me it would be so far from the truth. i’ve just got a lot of time to think lately and the mind wanders. ❞ she nodded, sharing his admiration for both emmeline and james. they were doing what many like herself only dreamed of doing, actually stepping forward and risking things to make a change. ❝you and i both. i’m proud to know them and to fight with them, however we can. it’s all pretty terrifying but somehow when i hear james talk about it… it’s a little less scary. or maybe i’m a little more brave. all i know is i owe it to him. and everyone who’s joined really. like you. you make me feel braver too frank. ❞

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vancesemmes:

“apparently him and James don’t know how to be CIVIL – its come to a point where james told me that he wanted nothing to do with a person who would date someone who treated their bestfriend like shit–” 

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he’s not WRONG – i’m not okay with the fact that they can’t get along and that fenwick isn’t even trying, but i can’t even look at james right now – he gave me a fucking ULTIMATUM. i had nothing to do with this and he put me in a spot where i had to CHOOSE between two people i love and what did i get out of this? NOTHING. at this point, i’ve lost both of them–” 

❝there relationship, or LACK THERE OF, is quite complicated that’s true.❞

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❝em… listen this is definitely not the best place for me to introduce my opinion because every person involved is really dear to me, hell i love you all more than i can even begin to talk about. and honestly, no one is right in this situation but… just give james some room to breathe alright? everything always works out in the end doesn’t it? and from what i can tell, you’re all very hyped up on emotions. you’ve got to let the fire put itself out before you really know where you stand.❞


jpcttr:

         he watched her move about,
not a single thing covered as she walked around without a hint of insecurity.
                              they reached a point of complete comfort
         and he couldn’t help but smile as he undid his belt and pulled it from the loops. 

                                  she was PERFECT.
   every curve, every freckle,
                          every small feature that came together to create the seemingly
                                        unrealistic woman before him.
                and yet … he had never met someone so undeniably REAL

“ seems a little excessive. ”
           one button undone. then another. and a third. and a fourth
                                          “ you could’ve just asked.
                        or i dunno … left a note? ” 

now completely naked,
        he stepped forward and dipped his finger in the water. 
                                         “ H O T !!
 he eyed her with a knowing expression as he shook out his hand,
                   the double meaning clear as he leaned forward to kiss her again. 

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    “ alright. here we go. ”
                    he chuckled to himself,
 stepping into the tub with a curious expression plastered across his features.
he never pegged himself as a bath kind of man
                                 (mostly because he rarely took them),
             but damn it if he didn’t already feel relaxed.
                                                  his lady really knew how to make ‘em.

she watched him as her fingers sank into the warm water,
testing the temperature though her mind was too preocupied
with the man undressing before her. he never ceased to DAZZLE 
her. chills ran up and down her spine with each piece of discarded
item of clothing that littered the floor, her eyes drinking up every inch
of flesh that was revealed to her. he was an adonis to her, he chisled
lines and dips that made up his body sending her brain into a nervous
frenzy of thoughts many would not consider lady like but she didn’t
give a damn. he was HERS and only she enjoyed such a heavenly view.
she kissed him back graciously, holding herself back from attacking
him then and there. they had agreed that the night was young and
her first task was to get him in a state of utter tranquility, though a
quick kiss couldn’t hurt. 

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❝so i’ve got a question and i need a serious answer,❞ the girl
mused as she too lowered herself into the warm water, slowly
making her way over to him, greedily accommodating herself
on top of him so their bodies lay flesh together underwater. 
❝what is a girl to get her boyfriend when he’s made no mention
of any gift he might want. i’ve got no ideas to go on mate, it’s rough.❞

(Source: xo-lilithmarie)


okbenjy:

         you got me , lils .  i’m not doing that snazzy , but tell me more
                     fun facts ,  might help DISTRACT MY MIND 

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❝how about you tell me what’s going on instead. you could use a friend.❞

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