hopelessly hopeful
LILITH MARIE EVANS
Lily Evans
head girl

❝she was a beautiful dreamer. the kind of girl who kept her head in the clouds, loved above the
S T A R S and left regret beneath the EARTH she walked on.❞

andrcmeduhs:

“ he’s a MESS .
 can’t remember ever meeting someone so
           completely … quirky .  
         i dunno ,  i wouldn’t mind getting to know him . ”

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                      ❝an entertaining mess, that’s for sure. we get on
                      quite well, he’s an incredible friend, i’m sure he’s
                   quite easy to talk to should you want to get to know
                     him better. i say go for it, he’s cute, loyal and at the
                              very least he can make you laugh.❞

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(Source: xo-lilithmarie)


jpcttr:

 “ and here i thought i knew EVERYTHING about you , ”
     he said to himself ,  eventually muttering an obscure spell to bring
  forth a spark to flicker from his wand .  
              he never saw the importance of lighters when he had MAGIC  .

    “ m’i not allowed to come say HI ?  
   you were fairly popular ,  figured this was the ONLY WAY
                                       i could get a word with you . ”

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❝i’d wager you’d be surprised at just how
    much i’ve hidden from you. and how
                good i am at it too.❞

                                            she bit out, tapping the excess ash off the tip
                                                   of her cigarette before she glanced back at him.

                   ❝HI. is there something that you want to say to me then?
                    my p o p u l a r i t y seems to be bothersome to you, i 
                                        can’t say i understand why.❞

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(Source: xo-lilithmarie)


duhng:

@xo-lilithmarie

              he couldn’t remember the last time he had spoken to lily evans, probably
                            because the two weren’t exactly relevant to one another’s lives. she had
     her circle, he had his. as he neared her, a daring smirk on his features,
                    he tried to recall the last time they’d spoken. LAST YEAR. he made a snide
                                      comment about her and james. memories were blurred, just as his vision
         currently was. booze and bud mixed wonderfully within his system. even
                          through the haze he could see sorrow on lily’s face, whatever bullshit she
                                             had going on was plastered on her features. 

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        “damn firecracker, i ain’t seen that kinda disappointment ‘fore someone
                           kissed me since my mama,” he chuckled, a light expression wavering as
                  she didn’t laugh. dung scratched the back of his head, weight shifting
                             awkwardly as he took a look around at the lingering eyes surrounding
            them. with a hushed tone he question, “you alright, babe?”

❝i’m fine.❞
                           lily answered quickly, almost like a reflex when
                        mundungus coaxed a response out of the otherwise
                        quiet girl. she’d been lost in her thoughts, much too
                        preocuppied to even bother donning her usual mask
                          of happiness. the alcohol made her walls thinner, 
                                           her guard much less effective. 

                       ❝just got a lot on my mind, nothing to worry about.❞

                                             she waved off the concern the clung to his tone as
                                              she turned to look at him, a soft smile tugging at 
                                                                  the corners of her lips. 

❝you said something about a kiss?❞

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siirius-blck:

                          sirius takes a hold of the girl’s hands with
                          both of his. his palms are sweaty, but his
                          grip is too tight for her to pull away. which
                          he doubts very much that she would anyway.
                          their having too much fun, throwing every
                          care away and getting lost in the moment.
                          with her hands in his, he swings their arms
                          back and forth just before turning lily in a
                          once, and a second time.

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                         lily laughed uncontrollably as he spinned her around,
                          the girl clinging to him for support so she wouldn’t 
                      fall over just yet. ❝stop stop stop, i can’t keep spinning
                        i’ll end up falling flat on my face and i don’t think that 
                                   would be a good look for me tonight.❞

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(Source: xo-lilithmarie)


andrcmeduhs:

“ alright ,  well … what do you
                      think of that THEODORE TONKS . ”

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❝teddy? he’s cute. funny too, we’ve hung
                       out a couple of times over holidays.❞

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❝is he catching your eye?❞

(Source: xo-lilithmarie)


jpcttr:

                  he would be lying if he said he wasn’t CONCERNED — she was
          having quite the night ,  james having spotted her with his
                                semi-sober eyes multiple times .
                           he would also be lying if he said he wasn’t ANNOYED .
from the very beginning he had tried keeping himself somewhat
                sane given his new position and yet he had the pleasure of seeing
         the head girl (among other things) go WILD.

                                    it was after he spotted her on the dance floor with sirius
that he took his first drink .  narcissa eventually convinced
                      him to have his second ,  and then his third .  suffice it to say ,
                                           he was no longer strictly-speaking sober .

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                                             “ since when do you smoke ? ” he asked bluntly ,  
         swiftly snatching the cartoon from underneath her strap .  
his eyes wavered over the pack ,  eventually taking
                              a cigarette for himself . “ nice brand , ” he said with a
                  toss ,  her pack landing back on her lap . 

❝a couple years. more so lately though.❞

                                           she replied lazily, taking a slow drag from the cigarette. 

           she’d been having fun for the first couple of hours at the party,
        the alcohol that buzzed through her making it an optimal moment
             to just UNWIND. however, her brief encounter with narcissa
                     black had sent her mood into a downward spiral. 

❝why are you here, the party is back there.❞

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(Source: xo-lilithmarie)


@jpcttr

                lily lowered herself onto a tree stump just a few feet away from the party,
               a half finished bottle of firewhiskey cradled against her chest and a fresh
                 pack of cigarettes tucked between the straps of her bralette. she was
        dizzy, not just from the alcohol but the surplus of emotions that flooded her brain. 

she looked up noticing a familiar figure walking her way, 
                              a face that would normally bring her some sort of ease.  
                                                                        tonight was n o t one of those occasions.

❝i’m not in the MOOD to talk right now.❞

              she whispered, tapping the pack of cigarettes
              and resting the stick  between her plump lips,
                lighting it swiftly before looking back at him. 
                                                                           ❝did you want a smoke or something?❞

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narcissuhb:

     "your profession of love might be slightly more believable,” she
                           broke her sentence, a light hand falling in behind lily’s head,
             pulling her in for a slow kiss. narcissa’s lips parted against
                      the red head’s, taking the dare to its full expectation.

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                                                   as she pulled away, the blonde continued, “if i was the
                                                       only person you’d been physical with this evening.”

lily stepped away from the blonde
      just as the kiss was over,
            her eyes blazing. 


❝go fuck yourself, BLACK.❞

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narcissuhb:

                                   “that’s where we differ. you look to him and see a
        possession stolen from you. he’s not mine– just as
                            he isn’t yours. he’s his own person who shouldn’t still
              be persecuted for a decision we made over a YEAR ago.”

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she paused, fearful of what else her mouth might spew. 

                             “his company’s rather pleasurable once you see
                                                 him for who he is rather than what you expect of him.”

                  ❝you do NOT get to speak to me like you know me.
                 you do not get to speak about my thoughts as if you know
                 what i see or do not see in him. he is not mine, he is not a 
                 possession nor is he a trophy and don’t you dare assume 
                 just because i was H U R T by what i saw that i have 
                 thought less of him in any way. you do not know me.❞

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her hands were shaking and the tears that threatened to
                                         spill over were now seconds away from tainting her pale skin.

                 ❝James Potter is the kindest, most loyal, giving, compassionate
                   stubborn, infuriating, flawed, wonderful, insightful human being
                      i have ever met. he is a PERSON, he exceeded any sort of
                     expectation i ever could have had and not that i need to tell
                          Y O U any of this but i fell in love with who he really is,
                                not the glorified image others have of him.❞


❝now shut the fuck up and get this damn thing over with so i can leave.❞


narcissuhb:

“there’s always been a you and james. it’s impossible to forget.”

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                           ❝i’m sure you’ll be elated to know that is not true.❞

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❝he doesn’t want me after tasting you.❞


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