hopelessly hopeful
LILITH MARIE EVANS
Lily Evans
head girl

❝she was a beautiful dreamer. the kind of girl who kept her head in the clouds, loved above the
S T A R S and left regret beneath the EARTH she walked on.❞

(Source: emilyblunts)


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(Source: mikkeljensen)


melodickim:

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                   you can do this,  mel.     she waved her hand to a couple of students glancing her way, her ashen features softening kindly as she passed them in the corridor.      her books were tucked close to her in one unavailable arm,  but the other continued to raise so that others would receive a greeting.     these were nameless faces; still, they knew her so what’s wrong with a friendly smile here there?      saints, my poor head.          morning !     ”     melody croaked to a couple of fourth year girls who grinned in return.     she gracefully descended the grand staircase   for a moment,  a few kids thought she was actually floating.     even at her worst, she knew how to make an entrance.     the brunette continued on her way to breakfast ;     unsurprisingly, her legs felt heavier with each step into the hall.     i can’t stop now,  she thought in a panic,  willing herself to move quicker towards the doors.     a familiar face caught her around the middle,  halting her with a look of concern.      they uttered something that knocked around in her bursting cranium ;     something she didn’t comprehend.     amber orbs flicker to the watch on her wrist before she strains to leave their grasp.           no, i’ve never felt better,  in fact !     so if you would just …..          but laughter floats from the great hall,  not even twenty steps away,   cutting her off immediately.     she can’t miss one of her dearest friend’s birthday.     not a year has gone uncelebrated  &  this one is no exception.      - - - suddenly,  melody drops her books between them,  a series of painful coughs shaking her small frame as she covered her face with her arm,  stepping away from them.     once the ordeal was over,  she found herself leaning against them somewhat spent.     admit it to yourself.     “     … okay.     i have a cold.    

❝maybe we should just get you back up to your room and into bed. or to the infirmary? one things for sure, you’re not any shape for class.❞  lily shook her head, concern clear in her delicate features as she stepped closer to the brunette, scanning her face to make sure a simple cold was all that she was feeling.  ❝i’ll write up a note for you to give your professors, i’m sure they’ll understand you’re feeling poorly and certainly cannot sit through a lecture at this rate.❞

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vancesemmes:

Emmeline nearly gagged at the thought of pink, giving the girl a light shove, “black. Black is definitely my speed–” she sighed, glancing down at her bare nails, “you know – Quidditch is gonna destroy these babies, right?” 

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❝and when it inevitably does, i’ll be right there to paint them all over again. it’s the beauty of nail polish my friend.❞ she laughed, taking the girls hands and looking at her nails. ❝maybe i’ll even go to your practice and have the touch up supplies ready.❞ 

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(Source: xo-lilithmarie)


okbenjy:

                   his eyes fell on the turntable, the vinyl record moving in
          a swift circle. benjy couldn’t help but tilt his head as he listened to
         the sweet music that followed. he had never heard this tune before,
               his hand tapping along with the soft beat. he treasured this.

                                but he could feel the looks from the other students, their faces
                                confused as ever at the electricity-powered muggle device.

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                            lily sang along, unaware of the stares
                            coming from the rest of the students 
                        around them as she was too wrapped up
                      in the melody. with a bright smile she turned
                         the music down slightly, looking at benjy
                                              with bright eyes. 

❝so? opinions?❞

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(Source: xo-lilithmarie)


vancesemmes:

“Oi –” laughing as she nudged her back, “I don’t know about relax–” she huffed as she attempted to get comfortable, “what colour?” 

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❝i think i’ll opt for a light blue today, i think it fits my mood. for you how about a PINK?❞ she wiggled her eyebrows playfully, tugging at her hand gently. ❝or black? i think black is more your speed.❞

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(Source: xo-lilithmarie)


jpcttr:

  he had always imagined what she would taste like .
          firewhisky ?  chocolate ?  cinnamon ?  
                                she rarely stuck with the same thing ,  
and he found the mystery itself to be a key contributor to his lack of self control .
             unfortunately ,  he realized that the mystery would remain as such ,  
as all he could taste was copper and salt ;  his OWN blood .  
                 the pain of her bite was quick and barely noticeable ,  
    his own reaction proving primal and thoughtless as he watched her
                         with widened eyes as she pulled away .  it should’ve been illegal ,  
              leaving the boy there with a desperate spark in his eyes .
                   he was a teenager — GIVE HIM A BREAK .            

                  then she did

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                                                it seemed gentle at first ,  
       growing more INTENSE & PHYSICAL as his relentless hands scoured her body ,  
eventually lifting one of her legs against his hip .  
           the previous conversation blurred from his mind ,  
                            caught and mixed in with his heated mindset .  
          she was light  — like a FEATHER — as he he moved his free hand
 ( his other still on her thigh )  toward her rear ,  
               quickly lifting her up as his lips continued to clash with hers . 

giving the head boy and girl their own place wasn’t the smartest of ideas .
                               but hey … T R A D I T I O N

his hands left behind a trail of fire,
her skin igniting and coming alive
with each soft stroke. she couldn’t
help herself, a soft moan falling from
her lips as he pulled her closer, jumping
up into his arms. she wrapped her legs
around his waist eliminating any space
between them as she rolled her hips 
up to meet his, desperate for some 
sort of friction between them.

                      NAUGHTY NAUGHTY HEAD GIRL.

                                                        she pulled away only slightly, her fingers 
                                                         travelling up to his hair, tugging on his
                                                       raven locks gently as her lips explored his
                                                         soft skin, trailing gentle open mouthed 
                                                       kisses down his neck, eager to taste every
                                                       inch of his skin. before long her lips ached
                                                          for his again, like once she tasted his 
                                                        lips she was addicted and there was no
                                                                               turning back. 

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(Source: xo-lilithmarie)


jpcttr:

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               he stared at her ,  unsure of what to say .  
each word she said emerged genuine ,  
     emotion tossed into every syllable as she stared at him
            the way he’d ALWAYS wanted her to .  
he was confused — possibly overwhelmed and not thinking straight ;  
                                                  regardless … he reacted . 

                                         he was silent for a long time ,  
his eyes merely glued to the red head before him .
      james wasn’t used to this kind of honesty .  
he grew up in a blunt household , everyone saying what they thought ;  
                 however ,  such powerful emotion was often lost on their lips .  
                          he was A F R A I D .  
        “ i’m sorry … i uh — i can’t be that person for you right now .  
i can be your friend ,  but i can’t … ”
                 he shook his head ,  
his words stumbling over each other as he took a stand .  
                                       “ i should go . ”

        he was gone before he even realized he’d left ,
                                   his body turning the corner and his back slamming
against the wall as he was overcome with something FOREIGN .
           him flirting with lily had started off as a joke .  
he could admit that .  
       he annoyed her and he liked it ,  
                  jokingly teasing her and asking her out as a way to piss her off .
 eventually it became something different and
         he grew more and more upset every time she turned him down .
                           it was just a crush though .  RIGHT ?
         it was only ever just a crush . 

                    james went there wanting to comfort her about her father
and possibly put the confusion to rest ,  
         but she sat there and she said things that set him on edge .  
                                   he had NO IDEA how to react . 

          he didn’t stay against the wall much longer .  
  he had fully intended on turning and entering his room ,  
                       however ,  his feet dragged him back toward the windowsill .  
              the boy was confused ,  
uncomfortable ,  and worried ,  but he was also CURIOUS ;  
    curious as to how she tasted .  
                  so ,  without warning ,  he walked back to her
and crushed his lips against hers … still unsure as to what the fuck he was doing . 

❝james WAIT can we just-❞

                                     before she could even begin to explain
                                that she expected nothing from him, from them
                                   from their circumstances, before she could
                             plead for him to just stay with her until they sorted
                                things out, he was gone and she was left sitting
                               there with a sullen expression, her jaw slack and 
                                 the slightest trace of heartbreak muddled into
                                             her confused bright green orbs. 

seconds ticked by as she remained in the same
position he’d left her, trying to piece together what
had just happened and in what moments things
suddenly went south. it wasn’t exactly how she’d
expected things to go but then again, her expectations
were quite small to begin with. with a soft sigh, 
lily got up and began to gather the blankets she’d
wrapped herself in, unaware that james had returned
and was making his way right towards her. without
warning she was pulled against his lips, her hands 
falling to her sides once she realized it was him and
all she could feel was…. ANGER.

                                             suddenly, the redhead bit on his bottom lip
                                          as hard as she could, no doubt drawing blood
                                           from his supple flesh before she pushed away, 
                                                  her eyes blazing and her cheeks pink. 


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                        lily watched him, her chest heaving and her
                     mind racing to catch up with the rush of emotions
                    that flooded her brain as soon as his lips met hers.
                     how could he feel so PERFECT when he was so
                  unbelievably F R U S T R A T I N G. however before
                    she got the chance to even think of an answer, her
                     feet dragged her forward, her hands cupping his
                    face and pulling him closer to her, her lips coaxing
                     him into a deep kiss oozing lust, the need for him
                     building up until she felt she was on the verge of
                 exploding under him. she was completely at his mercy.

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(Source: xo-lilithmarie)


vancesemmes:

“I think we’re well pass that point” she teased, “you’re telling me – it’s an entirely different perspective, it’s pretty wicked–”

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HEY!❞ she laughed, nudging her friend playfully. ❝i’m glad you’re appreciative of the finer things in life. now it’s time to go get pampered and relaxed.❞

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(Source: xo-lilithmarie)


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