❝she was a beautiful dreamer.
the kind of girl who
kept her head in the clouds,
loved above the S T A R S
and left regret beneath the EARTH
she walked on.❞
– he meets her eye, features etched in seriousness– he wouldn’t have said it if he didn’t mean it. but of course there was a difference between meaning it, wanting it, wishing it. for a few moments contemplating the urge to do it … and too late, allowing the moment to pass you up with your damn thoughts. he sighs– at last breaking a tense moment of silence. ❝ I can have fun– really. ❞ He laughs, shoving aside the irony when just seconds before he had allowed a lovely opportunity to pass, a hand running through his hair as he shakes his head in embarrassment. ❝ ha– take your pick, Lils. skipping class. exploring this place, seven years and i still haven’t been everywhere. … or even seeing the lake at night. ❞ as if on cue, he feels guilty. as if even entertaining the idea would set a bad example.
❝ good. good. only good news is the best we can hope for, right? and well–…. I was disappointed too. ❞
❝well tonight’s your lucky night. i just happen to have a somewhat urgent NEED if you will and it requires an open space. care for a late night stroll down to the lake? i promise i don’t bite, you’re in good hands. that way your first taste of a little mischief will include the best of company.❞ the girl shot him a playful smirk, fishing out a half empty pack of cigarettes and shaking it before taking a step back towards the closest exit that led down towards the lake. ❝come on bones, live a little. if not now, when?❞
i’m going to LOVE you. you don’t have to love me back. but i’m going to love you with my whole heart. and even if you break my heart, i will always wish the best for you. i’ll love you for me, not for you. because love is a flower growing in my heart, and if my heart chooses to grow a blue flower for you, i will trust my heart. SO I LOVE YOU. even if you don’t love me back.
– ❝ evans. you’re supposed to let me know when you’re having a mental breakdown. how else will it be recorded properly? i mean– i’m not discouraging you. please pierce your nose. & dye that hair of your’s while you’re at it. ❞
❝it’s not a mental breakdown skeeter, it’s an accessory. a cute one too, just a tiny hoop. i think it would look quite nice and if it happens to bother my sister i can’t complain.❞
– ❝ of course you would say that– ❞ he remarks, giving her a glowing smile of admiration while still managing to keep their steps perfectly in tandem. ❝ Well you deserve better. So maybe I will take you up on that kiss. If just for the sake of not fucking up the flower situation.
❞ He laughs, although he keeps an eye on her expression to gauge her seriousness. ❝
Well it’s our last year– I’ve been enjoying myself. There’s practices, then coming up with plays to practice, I got into a few of the NEWT levels and I took up an another extracurricular with Muggle Studies –and of course those Prefect meetings. …. I know what you’re going to say but it’s much funner than it sounds. But what about you? … How are the Head Dormitories? ❞
❝now edgar only offer to kiss me if you truly want to, not only because you want to save yourself from possible disgrace upon gifting me the wrong flower. a girl likes to know a kiss means SOMETHING.❞ lily smirked, teasing him further as they continued to walk down the halls. ❝sweetie, i’ve said it once and i’ll say it again, we really need to work on your definition of fun. it’s our last year, has my influence done nothing over the past few years? isn’t there at least one rule you’d like to break? promise we won’t get caught. i’m doing as splendid as i could be. class is going great, i haven’t had to stay holed up in the library just get but i’m thinking it’ll happen sooner rather than later. as for the dormitories, you know i’m terribly gutted i’m not rooming with you, seeing you in the morning would certainly make every day worth while.❞
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TRUST /trʌst/: though it seems like a simple concept upon revision of it’s definition, trust isn’t as easy as it seems. in fact, there were very few people lily evans could truly trust with her deepest darkest feelings and thoughts and EMMELINE VANCE was one of those people. lily wasn’t really big on o p e n i n g up to people at all. she hated feeling weak or looked down upon and it crushed her soul when she was being attacked for something she had no say in whatsoever. keeping a brave face plastered on her face for years at a time took its toll on the redhead and before she was on the verge of exploding, she sought comfort in her best friend. FINALLY she let someone into her heart and showed them the pain she felt when her classmates sneered her way, the pressure that crushed her soul to be just ‘witchy’ enough yet just ‘muggle’ enough back home. the only person she could bear to open up to was emmeline because she let her cry without getting overly emotional with her and that was when lilith truly knew she could trust the girl with ANYTHING.
CHOCOLATE /ˈtʃɒklət/: Whenever life seemed to be the gloomiest, Robert Evan’s would always offer his littlest flower a square of cadbury’s finest milk chocolate with the hopes of coaxing a soft smile onto the girls face. ‘CHOCOLATE is the universal cure for all evils’, he’d say with a bright smile as he’d pinch her cheeks. lily evans wholeheartedly believed in the healing power of chocolate which is why she carried a large stash of goodies for the truly rubbish days at hogwarts, convinced that no problem was horrible enough to defeat the comforting feeling the sweets provided. when the young girl befriended REMUS LUPIN, she noticed a heavy turmoil hidden behind his shy eyes, recognising the pain he struggled so much to keep from those around him, thus the young girl took it upon herself to find a way to make him smile even the slightest bit, as long as it was a genuine smile. whenever she’d catch that glint of sadness in his eyes again (mostly around a certain time in the moon cycle) she’d dash right back up to her room and hurry back down with a square of her favorite milk chocolate, a hopeful smile spread across her pink lips as she offered it to her good friend.
lily LOVES swings. as a kid whenever she was upset she’d run off to the playground and swing her troubles away, hoping that someday she’d swing so high she’d fly far far away. as she grew older that didn’t change. she always found comfort in the old swing set by her house and she only ever shared that spot with BENJY. a few days after they broke up, lily invited him to the swing set and explained how special it was to her and urged him to swing with her, hoping if they swinged high enough together they could fly off to a place where things could actually work out between them, though she knew it was for the best that they part ways. to this day BENNY is the only person that knows why she loves swings so much and the only person she has ever shared her special spot with.
❝i wonder HOW upset my sister would be if i came back home for her wedding with my nose pierced. that’s probably why i really want to do it soon, just because i know she’d flip out.❞
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