hopelessly hopeful
LILITH MARIE EVANS
Lily Evans
head girl

❝she was a beautiful dreamer. the kind of girl who kept her head in the clouds, loved above the
S T A R S and left regret beneath the EARTH she walked on.❞

orionsdogstar:

“I’m certainly the last person who should be asking you this,” Sirius started, gray eyes moving lazily over to the person closest to him. He didn’t bother even moving from the lounging position he was in, draped over the piece of furniture looking comfy as can be in his element. “But should you really be doing that?” After the question came out the Gryffindor paused, nose wrinkling. “I sound like a hypocritical git.”

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NO. but i don’t really see anyone around that’s going to stop me, do you?❞  the girls brow arched upwards as she took another drag of the addictive smoke, settling back onto the cushions she’d set in front of the warm fire. she had her journal set in front of her and her quill ready to go, yet she couldn’t seem to get her words onto the paper as eloquently as she was used to, so sirius was a welcomed distraction though she wouldn’t admit it. ❝what’re you up to BLACK, shouldn’t you be off getting in trouble?❞ 

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andrcmeduhs:

             “ literally. i’m pretty sure i’d charge people.” after catching a closer look at her friend, she ignored the question, a hum escaping her lips as she leaned forward. “ damn you look sexy with that thing shoved in your nose. does it still hurt? ” andie was a fan of diverting the attention, allowing people to still feel NORMAL by only discussing NORMAL things. some would say it was nice. others would say it was cowardly … since she herself struggled with the difficult topics. 

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❝i say i should get a discount, after all i was a key contributor in realizing that you were in fact gifted. i think that merits the odd reading without charge.❞ the girl rolls her eyes playfully, leaning back into the chair. the blatant disregard for her question did not go unnoticed but the redhead knew better than to push. ❝not at all, it’s like it’s been a part of me since birth. makes me wonder why it took me so long to get it done. it was all just a really elaborate way of trying to look more like you dear.❞

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andrcmeduhs:

         she wiped her hand across her lips, letting a yawn quickly escape as she blinked a few times. “ i dreamed you were a bitch, ” she chuckled. “ guess dreams DO come true. ” andromeda finally looked over, noticing the red head’s weary presence. “ how ya doing, babe? ”

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❝ah, a psychic, you could give sybill a run for her money.❞ lily laughed softly, pulling her hair back into a messy bun. ❝i’m doing splendid love, how about yourself?❞ the girl flashed her friend a tight smile, crossing her arms and leaning against the table. 

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marymcmacked:

mary agrees, nodding silently with a soft, bemused smile– something mind numbing did sound all sorts of necessary at this point.   ❝  … yeah. I don’t know about home …. i feel like…. like I still love it here. despite everything. it’s just— … a little scarier now.  ❞  she grimaces, hating the fact she’s admitted to some of her squashed down fears. courage came so easily to her dorm mates, it was times like these, when the going got tough, that she felt…. mis-sorted. ❝  …. i leave tomorrow morning. but i’ll come visit? every day, …. if you like? i don’t want to be annoying, obviously but—  ❞ mary admits, almost feeling guilty that she would be abandoning her friend to the miserable hospital all alone, despite the fact they were surrounded by half a dozen others who would also be staying. ❝  && your nose-– it looks so good. … I’m so sorry I flaked. I just—  ❞ she cut off her own rambling, fingers squeezing lily’s hand with an apologetic smile   

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❝i don’t… know. i don’t think it will ever be the same.❞ it was the first time she’d really put her fear out there in so many words, though she was certain she didn’t convey it properly. hogwarts used to be her safe haven, the one place she could count on despite the odd prejudiced comments. now, she didn’t know if she could ever shake the terror that gripped at her heart. ❝hey no, don’t even worry about it. come when you can, who knows maybe i’ll get out of here sooner than we think. and don’t even dare apologizing, i’m glad you didn’t come with me i… if i wasn’t alone they could have done something worse to you and i don’t want to live with that thought.❞ 

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frnklongbottm:

        “well i could say the same for you, m’dear,”
                  he teased, a smirk creeping up onto his lips.
       he reached for the cigarette and promptly lit it,
                  taking a long, satisfying drag.
        “i don’t doubt you, evans,
              i don’t doubt you.
                   i like seeing through that TINY facade of yours.”

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                                                    ❝many people do, it’s not surprising.❞
she shrugged, following suit and taking
a long drag of the wispy smoke, her eyes
   fluttering shut as the familiar wave of 
relaxation crashed against her tiny frame.
                                                   ❝it’s not a facade per se, it’s just a concealed
                                                     secret. not everyone needs to see the head
                                                     girl lighting up a smoke in a dimly lit corner.❞

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andrcmeduhs:

       she’d been asleep, possibly even drooling along the pages of her book. the overall feeling of hogwarts had shifted and that, mixed in with the quiet nature of the library, had left her at the complete mercy of a terribly BORING textbook. a shifting sound had caused andromeda to dart up, her eyes looking confused as she momentarily forgot where she was. she glanced around, eyes falling on a familiar figure. “ hello. ”

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❝looking good BLACK. did i disturb your beauty sleep? ❞ lily teased her friend before lowering herself onto the seat beside her, trying to conceal her bloodshot eyes. she’d been wandering through the castle looking for any sort of company and was blessed with the presence of andromeda, a friendly face at last. 

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edgarbcncs:

he sighs, glancing at her tight grip on his hand, her pleading expression and his chest aches. he didn’t want to be the bearer of bad news– to explain what had happened to her, to everyone really.    ❝ … –at hogsmeade there was… an attack. a few days ago. three, actually. ❞ he grimaces, glancing to meet her eye before finally sitting on the edge of her bed, expression grim and serious, yet his tone calm. ❝ a few people …. well a few people got hurt. but there weren’t any– …. any casualties. ❞  remembering the last time he had lied about his own injuries he winces, but lays a hand on his mostly healed shoulder, swallowing some of his pride.  ❝  i was… burned. but amelia, emmeline, james. they’re all okay. now, please, lils. … please lay down. ❞

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❝three days ago? i was out for th-three days?❞ lily looked away, trying to search her scattered brain for the past three days she’d seemingly misplaced. it terrified her, knowing the extent of her injuries, how if they had gone just a tad bit further there could have been a big chance of lily never waking up. the girl suddenly got cold, real palpable fear overwhelming her senses. it wasn’t just her that was in pain. ❝you got burned? are you okay? are you feeling better? just… just lay down with me edgar. PLEASE.

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