hopelessly hopeful
LILITH MARIE EVANS
Lily Evans
head girl

❝she was a beautiful dreamer. the kind of girl who kept her head in the clouds, loved above the
S T A R S and left regret beneath the EARTH she walked on.❞

xrcmcslcpins:

— ❝ best prefect? does that come with an extra badge?  ❞ remus returns her smile, his gaze fond and stance loosening as she appears.   ❝ did you know I’ve run into three gryffindor students alone? is it wrong to be a little proud of our houses’ utter disregard for curfew–  ❞

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❝i’d pull some strings for you REMY, you know i’d love it if you were my roomie.❞ lily laughed softly, pulling him into a bear hug before the boy could really fuss about it. there was something about remus that just made the girl EXTRA affectionate. ❝don’t tell anyone but i’m secretly proud of them too. they’re really doing our dear old red and gold proud. it is quite sad that i’ve got to dock points for it but hey, someday they will get a little more creative about avoiding our rounds. ❞

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jpcttr:

james hung his head, his left hand now gripping the railing near the edge of the bridge as droplets of water continued to fall. the rain felt cool against his flesh, his face slowly lifting toward the heavens as a hum escaped him. little jamie potter grew up a creature of adventure, not of comfort — he would get antsy if things had become too stable or too routine — so perhaps taking a step back wasn’t so bad. maybe he needed some perspective? “ … if that’s what you think is best. ” he found himself disappointed, like a wonderful example of an asshole — as if he had any right to deny exclusivity and then demand she spend all her time with him. but he wanted to. “ you wanna walk back? ” he asked hesitantly, the rain beginning to pick up as sections of his clothes turned properly drenched. 

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❝i mean, yeah. it might be good for us just so we don’t get CONFUSED. after all, i wouldn’t want you to get sick of having me around just yet. i quite enjoy your company.❞ the girl shrugged, struggling to mitigate the unpleasant feeling of disappointment that lingered in the pit of her stomach. she refused to let herself ruin whatever it was they had so if that meant she’d have to swallow her jealousy then for him SHE W O U L D. ❝hmm, not really but i suppose we should. i wouldn’t want to get a cold or merlin forbid our star quidditch player get sick before a big game. let’s go and warm up by the fire. i think i read somewhere that skin to skin contact is most efficient when fighting off hypothermia.❞

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(Source: katmcnamara)


effstonem-:

“No Cook?”

“Why would there be a Cook?”


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— ❝  you do realize the whole “I’m lost” excuse stops working after around eleven, right? ❞  remus asks as he folds his arms over his chest, studying in mild bemusement the student he had happened to catch out of bed on his usual rounds.  

❝hey rem, cut me some slack. are there no perks that come with being close pals with our best prefect?❞ lily teased, flashing her friend a shy smile as she stepped around the corner. 

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vancesemmes:

“you know i’m a worrier, it’s one of my many flaws–” she teased, “you’ve got this – i know that–” she promised as she leaned over to tickle the pear, watching as the entrance revealed itself. 

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❝it’s one of the many reasons why i love you so much, you know that.❞ she laughed, shaking her hair playfully. ❝of course i’ve got this. i’m lily FUCKING evans. i might be batshit insane and insanely emotional all the time but i do still have a few tricks up my sleeves.❞

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     ‘ i certainly do like the sound of that . ’  that part was true .  he did love being praised as his mother had continuously placed him upon a pedestal until he turned fourteen  &  had to seek affection from others . but even then ,  he never cared enough to feel an ounce of loyalty .  ‘ works great for me .  shall we go to one of the empty classrooms ?  the atmosphere is quite nice in there  -  -  perfect for learning ,  especially with a lack of professors . ’

❝in which case i will promptly deliver.❞ the girl nodded, offering the boy a soft smile as she gathered her things once again and gestured towards the library exit. ❝sure, that sounds lovely. if not we could always go up to the head dormitories. we have a lounging area that’s good for studying and i’m pretty sure james is at quidditch practice so we have a good few hours to study?❞

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vancesemmes:

she hated the in-between – emme had always needed to be able to choose, having options – trying to figure out a mess, it was enough to give her anxiety, but this wasn’t about her or how she viewed it. it was about lily and in everything she had heard – there were two things she was certain of, james was a dolt and this had a good chance of turning into a mess of heartache. 

“yes–” she murmured, giving her a nod, “lils – do what’s right for you, okay? if being with eddie or trying it out with him is what makes you happy and you’ve kept them both in the loop – i don’t see a problem. just be careful, okay? i don’t want to see you hurt and i really don’t want to punch anyone in the face–

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❝there will be none of that thank you very much. i’m FINE emme. this is good. i NEED this. i need to try things out with edgar, i need to feel what it’s like to date again. and things with POTTER are good, we’re… happy i guess. it’s going to work out, honest. don’t worry.❞

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pctrovs:

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    ‘ haven’t heard that before .  but i quite like it   -    -  alexei the life saver . ’  he was half decent at wandless magic but by no means was he a teacher .  his patience was excellent but his mind had a habit of wandering ,  trying to find a new task every few minutes .  he never could stay properly situated .  ‘ it wouldn’t be a bother .  what better way to spend my time than help a fellow peer ?  write about other people’s lives ?  ’  the not-so subtle jab at his ex was inevitable .  it hadn’t been because there was genuine spite on his part but because he had hoped she’d somehow hear .  there was no better sight than an angry rita skeeter .  ‘ i’m free now ,  if you are .  if not ,  tomorrow works well . ’

❝if you manage to help me through this i guarantee there are many more compliments to come.❞ the girl was genuinely thankful, setting the heaving books down and finally facing him, deciding not to comment on the indirect jab clearly intended for someone else. after all, she wasn’t one to pry and if he chose to make such comments, whoever was the intended target would clearly know it was about them. ❝actually i’d be quite keen to start now, the faster the better.❞

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(Source: xo-lilithmarie)


vancesemmes:

“that’s an understatement–” she sighed, “but that’s between the two of us – it’s not going to effect you, i promise. you’ve done nothing but kept it honest with me, red – i’d never hold something like this against you and if did, i’d be a hypocrite and you know how much i hate hypocrisy–” she teased, a hint of a smile at her lips. “eddie is wonderful and i bet you two would be great together, but lils – one question and it’s not me attacking your choices, i just want to understand what you want – did you want to be exclusive with him? with james?” 

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❝that you do, which is why i’ve always wanted to keep things very clear with you and as soon as he asked i knew i had to tell you because you’re my best friend em, i wouldn’t ever keep something like this from you.❞ lily laughed softly, her gaze falling as she mused over the girls question. was there any use in denying something that was so obvious? ❝he is amazing. and i feel like we might be good together, we already get along so well. listen, i’m not going to say i don’t think about it… i would love it if james and i were together.❞

❝i get jealous when i see him with other girls and most of the time when we’re together i just want to stay there with him. but it’s not something that he wants em. he told me he was seeing someone shortly before we even started off and i know he likes me too, i’m not discrediting that at all and we feel right together but he doesn’t want to take it there. and that’s completely valid too. so i have to stop dreaming about something that isn’t going to happen and try to maybe find someone that does want to be with me too. does that make sense? like i’m not mad at him… i just respect what he thinks and i also think it’s healthy for me to explore my options so i’m not left heartbroken in the end. ❞

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