hopelessly hopeful
LILITH MARIE EVANS
Lily Evans
head girl

❝she was a beautiful dreamer. the kind of girl who kept her head in the clouds, loved above the
S T A R S and left regret beneath the EARTH she walked on.❞

scvcrusx.

his gaze felt heavy, disguising a quick survey of her frame
the only betrayal of discomfort a slight twitch beneath his eye,
he refused to linger a moment longer in her unearthly glow 
“ i was unaware you were taking notes on the subject of my whereabouts. “
words dismissive despite the painful twinge      
that twisted the center of his chest                   sev?
did she mean to play some cruel joke? 
he felt winded, and without sparing her another glance
severus made a move to leave
somehow determining he was more likely to find what he was seeking
in the dungeons, than her tense company  

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the slightest snide remark on his behalf was enough to 
tear a new wound into her soft heart, though she was careful
enough to hold her expression though she was fearful that 
the tears slowly pooling in her fiery eyes would be a dead giveaway.
as he stepped away, lily let out a short breath she didn’t know
she was holding, her feet following him though her heart objected
the involuntary reaction. she was a masochist after all.  ❝seeing
as i am headgirl it seems appropriate to know when and where 
the prefects assigned to me are stationed, now what are you doing here.❞

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rcmslupin.

“I would love to promise you this, but you know as well as I do, that James still exists.” And with that statement he arched his brows at the other before adding, “Pray tell how am I meant to get anything done in a way that won’t cause a scene when you are dating James Potter?”

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REMUS LUPIN are you honestly telling me that after all this time you can’t come up with a simple plan to delay his mourning? oh who am i kidding, he’d throw a right fit but so would i. i MIGHT be overreacting in any case.❞ lily was clearly teasing, it was obvious in her expression though her tone was deadpan.  ❝ dare i say it rem, i might actually be a drama queen. ❞

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jpcttr.

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“ hate to say it, but family always has that power. look at sirius. “ he was well aware of how lucky he was with his family. james was given a gift and while he didn’t appreciate it when he was younger, he had certainly grown up enough to realize that he needed to thank his lucky stars every damn chance he got. “ but if you ever forget that you’re a good person, i’ll be here to remind you. ” his smile grew, a bright spark visible as he leaned forward and gently pressed his lips to hers. “ my fiancee is gonna be jeaaallloouuusss, ” he joked, a carefree laugh falling free as he took a step back. “ don’t go getting any ideas, yeah ? it won’t be any fun if you’re not surprised. ”

❝that is a comforting idea but don’t tell me too often, i’m at risk of getting big headed.❞ she teased lightly as she pulled away from their gentle kiss. it never got old, the overwhelming peace that coursed through her slim frame when he caressed her soothingly.  ❝well now why’d you have to go ahead and invite me, you know how much i LOVE causing a scene, if your fiancé has a jealous fit i’ll be giddy.❞ the girl continued his jokes lightheartedly, the characteristic sparkle in her eyes returning almost like it had never left, thanks to him.  ❝hey, don’t you go getting any ideas, it won’t be any fun if you’re expecting me to say yes immediately. ❞  

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@rcmslupin
❝if i randomly implode can i count on you to dispose of my corpse in a way that won’t cause a scene? i wouldn’t want to be a bother on everyone else with everything we’ve got going on.❞

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gwenahg.

it’ll get better, all right! once i make it on the holyhead harpies, it’s goodbye, mum and dad - hello, freedom! gwen loved her parents, but they wanted her to be something other than what she was in all aspects. sure, she was brilliant and confident, but she was also stubborn, impulsive, and gay. that last one was what they took the most trouble with. look at you go, miss evans! things sure are getting serious then, yeah? 

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❝the harpies would be lucky to have you, soon all you’ll have to worry about is how many autographs you’ll have to sign at stadium doors. and of course, you’ll have to send me tickets to your games, i’m not the best quidditch fan but i’d definitely go just to cheer you on.❞ lily could relate to the constant feeling of suffocation around her mother but she’d been trying to cope with the negative thoughts, knowing very well there were far more pressing matters than her disputes over her freedom at home. ❝i would hope so, i really care about him. it’s been a long time coming to say the least but we’re really good, it’s nice.❞

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jpcttr.

                                    “ MAYBE … ” he paused, unsure as to whether or not he should finish his thought. james knew family was incredibly important to lily and that she possessed a greater desire for second chances than he did. she was undeniably nicer than he was. but he promised to be honest. “         maybe forgiveness isn’t always justified. we accept the love we think we deserve … and i think we both know you deserve better than that. ”

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                                                     “ IT’S GOOD TO KNOW I’M DOING SOMETHING RIGHT. and if it makes you feel any better, i’ll be sure to invite you to my wedding. ”

though it was hard to hear the words she knew to be true, it also provided a sense of cathartic release. it wasn’t enough for lily to know she didn’t need to forgive petunia, hearing it from someone else somehow made it okay to give into the thoughts she’d had for years. ❝you know what, you’re right. i’m so DONE with feeling like shit just because she wants me to. i’m not a bad person so why in the hell does she have the power to make me feel like one.❞ with a soft sigh, the redhead squared her shoulders and mustered up a soft albeit genuine smile. ❝i’d like that, i’ll be sure to go. you won’t miss me, just look for the girl in white.❞

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ebxnes.

lily, c’mon. I may have reneged on a promise once, three years ago, but I will be more than sure to fix all past mistakes this year. expect nothing less than the exceptional, now that you’ve brought this all to my attention.  he surveyed her surveying the cup, not quite waiting with baited breath but hoping nonetheless that everything ended up working out with his cup choice, and all.  oop, “ edgar took a baby step back from the spilled contents before glancing back up at lily. “ no worries here, I promise. my trust is completely in your hands. “

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❝ i have nothing but high hopes for you mister bones, i trust you won’t betray me again. i mean once was enough wouldn’t you agree? our friendship took a toll that day and it’s taken a lot to get back to this level of trust it would be a shame to lose it all again.❞ a soft laugh fell from the girls’ lips as she retrieved her wand from the heel of her boot, clearing her throat before muttering a spell that low and behold, transfigured the solo cup into a regal chalice sitting atop the palm of her extended hand.  ❝ ta-da.❞

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